There are two different things Present and Future. Sometime I feel that first of all the foundation is essential to construct a building. If there is no foundation, how the building can be existed. During the history of struggle I always try to build a clean, clear and secure future but always the foundation deceives me. The construction of foundation has become so difficult that no shape of building has been declared yet. I have tried my best to finalize the shape of foundation but sometimes it turns to technical sector and sometime to social sector. I also came to know that the diversion has made by the situation not with the interest. When I wanted to be an engineer I diverted to study social science and when I started knowing little things of society, community and development I again turned my head with little interest towards technical sector. I almost expanded the area and somehow paved the way of career in technical sector at the same time the academic success from social sector interrupted the string of success.
Since last five years I have been struggling to exist in this metropolitan city. The loaded city with the qualified persons from almost all villages of Nepal does not recognize me. Currently I am scrawling for being professional in the sector of development or non-governmental sector. I have the hope I can achieve the goal but this is only the dream of a beautiful building which has no foundation yet. Here we can find various organizations which are providing free education, free shelter and free clothing for the needy children. Now I am compelled to imagine such type of organizations which will provide skills and employment to the educated and committed persons to do something in the country.